7 August 2014

Thursday thoughts...

As Lisa Sonora's ROOT journal prompts come through late in the day, here's my thoughts from yesterday - Day 6...


In striving for perfection what really happens is... I quit - or don't even start! I get a germ of an idea, try something, it doesn't turn out as perfectly as I imagined, so I quit...

What cracked me open was... the stroke - it's hard to be perfect when half your body is paralyzed...

10 things I can offer right now, imperfectly...


  1. Patience
  2. Kindness
  3. A listening ear
  4. A listening heart
  5. A record of my thoughts
  6. Honesty
  7. Openness to Spirit
  8. No judgements
  9. Time - as long as my family needs me today, as long as the Work needs me today
  10. Belief that this is Enough



5 August 2014

Tuesday thoughts...

I've just finished this book, and I'm pondering much in my journal... working out what's evolving in my own spirituality...


Nimue's quite a writer. Here's a sample of her poetry from Beyond the Map - all I can say is WOW!!

Onion Woman

Asked once in play
My totem vegetable
I said onion.

The layers are pulled
Skin long since gone
Now flesh follows.

Circles of my life
Rings I’d created
Dared to cherish.

Another layer prised
Forced from me
Discarded.

How big am I?
Are there skins enough
To weather this?

Will I be stripped
And torn away
Into non-existence?

Today’s peeling
Leaves me soul naked
Yesterday’s too much.

Tomorrow or tomorrow
They find the heart
And still it.

The layers of giving
Are gone
Circles of trust.

Hope peeled off
Belief with it
Confidence shredded.

Bring your knives
All are welcome
None refused.

This I deserve
For my onion nature
Makes people cry.

Nimue Brown
(shared with permission)


4 August 2014

Word for the Week

A powerful Word for this week drawn from my Rediscovery Cards...


My first thought was 'Ummmm, not sure what I think about this word...' with its Darwinian past and imperialist overtones, i.e. white Victorian males are the pinnacle of creation(!)

But looking at the dictionary definition from the Latin evolvere 'to unroll, open, unfold' gave me a different image... of unrolling the scroll of a life story, the opening, unfolding of a flower's petals from a bud to a full bloom... And it's an ongoing action word, a present participle, a state of Be-ing...

Moreover, the rich, dark green background is the same colour used for Beginnings and Patience, which is just perfect - There must be a Beginning, and then a Patient Evolving...


Cultivate the root, the leaves and branches will take care of themselves.
Confucius

This quote was used in yesterday's prompt from Lisa Sonora and her Root 30-day journal project which I'm currently doing. I've been realizing for the past few weeks that my Root lies deep in my Silent Centre. 

In response to July's Full Moon Dreamboard, I asked Liz Lamoreux to make this mantra talisman for me



I'm realizing that every decision I make begins here - deep within - and I need to listen hard to the Silence that's rooted in my Soul, as I know every branch and leaf, every thought, every action is Evolving from this Root...

One of the BIG things that's already evolving is my decision to commit to this AMAZING project 'A Year and a Day - Crafting the Book of You' which starts in October (there's a button in my sidebar). There are still places left if you wanted to join me on this incredible journey of discovery... Connecting with Angel through a mutual friend is just the beginning, and I can't wait to see what Evolves :-)

2 August 2014

Focus on Life Week 31: Outside the box

Another week, a new month - eeeek! Where is 2014 disappearing to??

August's theme is Outside, and this week it's 'Outside the box'. So here are my crayons outside their box (tin!)



I had great fun making the photo more retro and 'HDR-ish' - whatever that is!! It's a fun option in Picasa which tweaks the colours, as far as I can tell...

PS To those lovely peeps who got in touch, your notes from England will soon be winging their way onto your doormats/mailboxes :-)

PPS To those who celebrate - Happy Lammas!!